urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:indigo_ashesAni & OkonamaeAni & OkonamaeAni & Okonamae2003-04-21T17:17:16Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:indigo_ashes:12560Cross posted to charcoalrain2003-04-21T16:48:01Z2003-04-21T17:17:16ZOk so the shit has hit the fan and last night was the closest I've cme in three years to killing myself.<br /><br />Blue and I are no longer an us and I've met someone special.<br /><br />All this and more await you at a new place.<br /><br />Yup that's rigth just tomake your monday morning hell I'm SWITCHING JOURNALS!!!<br /><br />Come with me?<br /><br />Or don't right now, I can't afford to care.<br /><br />I need to know that someone cares and the only person I've been able to contact who deosn't seem mad at me for this whole mess is Dale. So you can understand why I'm feeling pretty shitty.<br /><br />Ok so here's where I'll be.<br /><br />E-mail:<br />silenced@mindless.com<br />or<br />Ani@broken.org<br /><br />Yahoo:<br />Okonamaethepixie<br />or<br />Bloodredrain<br /><br />AIM: <br />Artificial Some1<br /><br />MSN:<br />Spirit_guardian@hotmail.com<br /><br />ICQ:<br />260216465 <br /><br />Diary-x: Moonchild<br /><br />Blurty:<br />Anjithepixie<br /><br />Ujournal:<br />freefrommyskin<br /><br />Deadjournal:<br />Xjianty<br /><br />And finally LIVEJOURNAL:<br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_tearsofjade' lj:user='tearsofjade' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://tearsofjade.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://tearsofjade.livejournal.com/'><b>tearsofjade</b></a></span><br /><br />Note this journal is NOT friends only, becasue quite frankly I DON'T CARE!!!<br /><br />ALSO: I do NOT USE MOST OF MY OTHER JOURNALS!!! I WILL MENTION IN MY LIVEJOURNAL IF I DO. They are for reading friends journals mainly.<br /><br />AND THE FOLLOWING OF MY JRUANLS HAVE BEEN/WILL BE DELETED BY THE END OF THE DAY!!!<br /><br /><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_scarredfreedom' lj:user='scarredfreedom' style='white-space: nowrap; text-decoration: line-through;'><a href='http://scarredfreedom.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://scarredfreedom.livejournal.com/'><b>scarredfreedom</b></a></span><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_shadow_spirit' lj:user='shadow_spirit' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://shadow-spirit.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://shadow-spirit.livejournal.com/'><b>shadow_spirit</b></a></span><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_bloodredrain' lj:user='bloodredrain' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://bloodredrain.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://bloodredrain.livejournal.com/'><b>bloodredrain</b></a></span><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_ivory_keys' lj:user='ivory_keys' style='white-space: nowrap; text-decoration: line-through;'><a href='http://ivory-keys.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://ivory-keys.livejournal.com/'><b>ivory_keys</b></a></span><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_charcoalrain' lj:user='charcoalrain' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://charcoalrain.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://charcoalrain.livejournal.com/'><b>charcoalrain</b></a></span><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_indigo_ashes' lj:user='indigo_ashes' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://indigo-ashes.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://indigo-ashes.livejournal.com/'><b>indigo_ashes</b></a></span><br /><br />I am however keeping the following of my old journals.<br /><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_almostenough' lj:user='almostenough' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://almostenough.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://almostenough.livejournal.com/'><b>almostenough</b></a></span> so I can babble about my ED somewhere semi-private it will remain friends only.<br /><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_spirit_guardian' lj:user='spirit_guardian' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://spirit-guardian.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://spirit-guardian.livejournal.com/'><b>spirit_guardian</b></a></span> my majik journal will stay.<br /><br />Also my 3 communities will remian intact as well.<br /><br />I'm off to rant somewhere safeish.<br /><br />I hope to keep all of my friends from this journal but I'm only maing this one post about the move because like I said I'm a mess right nowand I can't afford to do anything other than remember to breathe right now.<br /><br />Love to everyone.<br /><br />~Aniurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:indigo_ashes:258Hello2002-12-30T03:29:24Z2002-12-30T03:29:24ZOk so a new start hopefully I'll write here. I've added the friends I want to keep from <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_charcoalrain' lj:user='charcoalrain' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://charcoalrain.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://charcoalrain.livejournal.com/'><b>charcoalrain</b></a></span> to my friends list, hopefully I didn't forget anyone.<br /><br /> I'm really just looking for support right now everythings breaking and I'm afriad of everyone and myself.