Ok so the shit has hit the fan and last night was the closest I've cme in three years to killing myself.
Blue and I are no longer an us and I've met someone special.
All this and more await you at a new place.
Yup that's rigth just tomake your monday morning hell I'm SWITCHING JOURNALS!!!
Come with me?
Or don't right now, I can't afford to care.
I need to know that someone cares and the only person I've been able to contact who deosn't seem mad at me for this whole mess is Dale. So you can understand why I'm feeling pretty shitty.
I hope to keep all of my friends from this journal but I'm only maing this one post about the move because like I said I'm a mess right nowand I can't afford to do anything other than remember to breathe right now.
Ok so a new start hopefully I'll write here. I've added the friends I want to keep from charcoalrain to my friends list, hopefully I didn't forget anyone.
I'm really just looking for support right now everythings breaking and I'm afriad of everyone and myself.